i want to rip up the dictionary and every book that ever has existed because words will never exist.
where to go when sorrow breeds...
someone else bear these scars so my desires can be quenched.
YOUR words reverberate in my mind.......they are real. they exist. yes, yes, they exist. they are the only words that exist.
i descend into the quiescence of my mind. into this abysmal spiritual battle.
release me from my fears, O Lord.
my fears to speak. because words do not exist.
(i love you.....i'm sorry i fail at showing it, father)